Im lying here beside my son who is peacefully sleeping and entirely content to be by my side. I can still feel the tablets I swallowed to help with milk production, since I am breastfeeding this little human and also trying to lose the weight I gained throughout my whole pregnancy. Im sitting pondering about… Continue reading Hello again, busy brain.
It has become an issue, sadly not only in my personal life but also in my professional life. An issue that if I had a choice I would not have put out in public so that the fragility of this certain disagreement was not further put into negative light. But it has and the painful… Continue reading The marriage conundrum.
i’m struggling. which is quite strange. and a long story BUT long story short, there is something i have been hiding for some time now because honestly it’s something i am very embarrassed about. while growing up whenever i would try to open up about it, i would get shut out. people would always say,… Continue reading something honest.
Imagine a box. No, 2 large boxes. Inside are little things from the past 6 years of your life. Pictures, notebooks, clothes, receipts, old cellphones, a polaroid and keychains from your Europe trip, the last trip your family took before your parents divorced. Imagine sitting there just going through those two boxes and slowly and… Continue reading Things do not replace people.
pacing through shadows searching lost souls questioning all that you know as truths unfold jealousy invades these dried up veins in invisible chains envy poisoning absolutely everything living only for what is dying a dream seen through tearful eyes bid, goodbye love is a selfish thing like a dream that goes on living goodbye is… Continue reading Beautiful Cry
your tears taste like raindrops that fall freely in the summer you always say “if i’m the rain, you are the sun.” “please stay, wait for our rainbow.” “i love the rain,” i say, “and i love you,” you whisper, “so go.” xoxo K.N.P
and I miss it getting lost in the depths of my soul and your voice nothing like it that place may lack colour but it’s beautiful if i had a choice i would drown myself in you once again let you fill me with valium echo the echo as my eyes roll slows my heartbeat breathe… Continue reading Valium